Mistress Owk Cruel Whipping

Am I just fooling my self That she'll stop the pain ... How I wish I had more

Fuck translations this morning. I just do not feel like studying ... I know I
time is limited and I have to hurry, but not now! Not now ...

is a bit 'I have not seen such a beautiful day. When I woke up a few hours ago, opening the window of my room, I could not help but close your eyes for a moment: the sun was bright. Almost blinding! It still is ...
is strange ... but so nice to see the sun itself should already be a source of joy, contentment. It is not so! At least, not today ...

I have a little 'fear of not having to do what I'm doing. Who knows? Maybe I'm not ready yet ... Even if she is fantastic ...
The thing I like about her is that she makes me feel "normal." When we're together she is to be the "character", not me. Not when I'm with you ... A little 'I love this thing, I do not know the long run though! Those who know me well know what I like (mostly because I feel led us) to be the center of attention, but it is not easy with me if there is one that looks like a character out of a sitcom! Yes, because it has a way of speaking of his own: it is special, unusual and original. In short, is one that steals the scene, so to speak. And it's beautiful ... Heck, if it is!

But maybe I'm not ready! Not yet ... I have too many thoughts on my mind right now, I can not face this situation with clarity. I hate to admit it, but I'm also in danger of losing this opportunity.
Although it is probably still too early to talk about ...

aunt's situation, unfortunately, is a bit 'complicated. My mother does is cry and I do not know what to do ... As I said a moment ago, today the sun is pretty bright. Yeah, but then because I see only darkness at the moment? Why the silence? Because the lives of everyone of us should not be anything but an absurd game of Russian roulette? Why? What is the meaning of this? I do not know what to think ... I can not even write ...

(about 5 minutes later ...)

Yet in this period, so full of doubts and anxiety, one thing is for sure: I know that my aunt is going to make! I mean it: I have no doubt about that.

fact, you know I do now? I prepare and go to see her showing off my best smile. Who knows, maybe not do well.

certainly will be very pleased ...

Mistress Owk Cruel Whipping

Am I just fooling my self That she'll stop the pain ... How I wish I had more

Fuck translations this morning. I just do not feel like studying ... I know I
time is limited and I have to hurry, but not now! Not now ...

is a bit 'I have not seen such a beautiful day. When I woke up a few hours ago, opening the window of my room, I could not help but close your eyes for a moment: the sun was bright. Almost blinding! It still is ...
is strange ... but so nice to see the sun itself should already be a source of joy, contentment. It is not so! At least, not today ...

I have a little 'fear of not having to do what I'm doing. Who knows? Maybe I'm not ready yet ... Even if she is fantastic ...
The thing I like about her is that she makes me feel "normal." When we're together she is to be the "character", not me. Not when I'm with you ... A little 'I love this thing, I do not know the long run though! Those who know me well know what I like (mostly because I feel led us) to be the center of attention, but it is not easy with me if there is one that looks like a character out of a sitcom! Yes, because it has a way of speaking of his own: it is special, unusual and original. In short, is one that steals the scene, so to speak. And it's beautiful ... Heck, if it is!

But maybe I'm not ready! Not yet ... I have too many thoughts on my mind right now, I can not face this situation with clarity. I hate to admit it, but I'm also in danger of losing this opportunity.
Although it is probably still too early to talk about ...

aunt's situation, unfortunately, is a bit 'complicated. My mother does is cry and I do not know what to do ... As I said a moment ago, today the sun is pretty bright. Yeah, but then because I see only darkness at the moment? Why the silence? Because the lives of everyone of us should not be anything but an absurd game of Russian roulette? Why? What is the meaning of this? I do not know what to think ... I can not even write ...

(about 5 minutes later ...)

Yet in this period, so full of doubts and anxiety, one thing is for sure: I know that my aunt is going to make! I mean it: I have no doubt about that.

fact, you know I do now? I prepare and go to see her showing off my best smile. Who knows, maybe not do well.

certainly will be very pleased ...

What Are The Strongest Vicodins?

hair so long ...

Question of the day: it is possible that in 2008 there are still those who have problems with water?
to me, for example, I do not come for three days ... Now I say, but what politicians really think in their heads when they speak of South Question? In the election period, fill your mouth (and stomach, seeing how much they earn ...) with the usual proclamations in which they show interest in the problems that every day, my people are forced to face and then, after having obtained vote promptly forget that the South is not working and that you live even "lace pizzini". Above all, they forget that there are still those who have problems with water, damn it!

Question My last period: cry really helps to be stronger?
I, for example, I always had a kind of block when I felt like crying ... I've always internalized and somatization everything that happened to me, never dismiss it out. I knew this was not the right way, but I could not help it: it was just so!
And now? What has changed in me? I do not know ... What I do know, however, is that it makes me feel better to cry now. You know when everything goes wrong and you feel terribly messy person? Here, in this moment I am learning to throw out what's inside me. It helps me. Soothe me. It makes me feel stronger ... and it's strange because in theory it should not be! Crying is a sign of weakness that idea, yield, lack of dignity ...

(For some reason in the past I believed these things ...)

Maybe if I had not had this shit on my mind, I digested "better to certain situations. Maybe
... Luckily there's always time to understand. To remedy ... Yes, correct! I keep thinking about this thing. If only I were not so "laggard" in certain situations ...

Question Last minute: how the heck do I get me a shower tonight? Hopefully my grandmother's got water. In fact now the name. Evil that goes, I have 36 other aunts to ask for help. ;)
Luckily I have a large family ...

final big question: you need to know that I passed the English II writing?

A hug, Panu.

What Are The Strongest Vicodins?

hair so long ...

Question of the day: it is possible that in 2008 there are still those who have problems with water?
to me, for example, I do not come for three days ... Now I say, but what politicians really think in their heads when they speak of South Question? In the election period, fill your mouth (and stomach, seeing how much they earn ...) with the usual proclamations in which they show interest in the problems that every day, my people are forced to face and then, after having obtained vote promptly forget that the South is not working and that you live even "lace pizzini". Above all, they forget that there are still those who have problems with water, damn it!

Question My last period: cry really helps to be stronger?
I, for example, I always had a kind of block when I felt like crying ... I've always internalized and somatization everything that happened to me, never dismiss it out. I knew this was not the right way, but I could not help it: it was just so!
And now? What has changed in me? I do not know ... What I do know, however, is that it makes me feel better to cry now. You know when everything goes wrong and you feel terribly messy person? Here, in this moment I am learning to throw out what's inside me. It helps me. Soothe me. It makes me feel stronger ... and it's strange because in theory it should not be! Crying is a sign of weakness that idea, yield, lack of dignity ...

(For some reason in the past I believed these things ...)

Maybe if I had not had this shit on my mind, I digested "better to certain situations. Maybe
... Luckily there's always time to understand. To remedy ... Yes, correct! I keep thinking about this thing. If only I were not so "laggard" in certain situations ...

Question Last minute: how the heck do I get me a shower tonight? Hopefully my grandmother's got water. In fact now the name. Evil that goes, I have 36 other aunts to ask for help. ;)
Luckily I have a large family ...

final big question: you need to know that I passed the English II writing?

A hug, Panu.

Metal Cores For Scooter

My Way (up, down ... up, down ...)

Picciù we. The time has come. My moment. My last test young man! I have to laugh thinking about this thing: "my last test young man."

What am I saying? I think? What goes through my head? Believe me, I am the first to ask, are so directed toward the goal that I stopped thinking about everything else! That is, not everything. Some things I can not think ... I speak of the things that make me sick, those that make me suffer ... But on these things, unfortunately, I can not speak. I can only do with what concerns my life because I understand some things always too late? (... ... ...)

Today I did the writing of English II. It's strange, but when I came out I was not satisfied. I thought you are an idiot! How do I say? It took me eight months to prepare my mind to a subject and then I did in ten days. I studied the rules of writing in ten days and that's it. And the best part is that I think I passed!

I met people who had repeated more than once and I, with the "fuck face", who said: "This is the first time you try it!
was difficult. It's my last but one subject and I think I have the ability to understand that it was one of the most difficult. It was for me and it has been for many (I think). Not too much though! Like all things, you could do!

many times since I started college, I thought that a test could be difficult. Many, many times. But I also realized that the real difficulty in my life are not difficult things I face: how is the insult! When I wished I was a train, I sometimes wonder why I was not even this year ...
It is as if I had frustrated all my sacrifices ... I am talking about Pasquette home to study. I'm talking about when I was studying in my house and there were zero degrees, which I did not have heating. (And who's come to my house knows that it is bitterly cold in winter!) Speaks of times where I studied until late at night or when preparing The subjects studied only late at night because I was working during the day, in short, I talk about things that the person who made the universe as I know very well. Sacrifice, period. Sacrifices and all!
I had a difficult year and everything has turned against me! I paid and am paying for being weak ... Shit I say, it happens to everyone! I was since I was seven years I did everything myself. I have never got anything. I I did not have a car of my own at eighteen. And I do not have even now ... I know it's fucked up, but now it is weighed. What do you want? In the last year I weighed. This thing I had to react even stronger, and instead I was given: what can I do? That's what happened ... I can do with a reason!
But now it's over. Now we begin to do things seriously. It falls, it will. But there are lifts as well. We all do and I'm doing in recent months. I'm sorry you lost so much time. In the end I just won a date who does not believe in me ... I won the date with a person who hates me (and I would not exist ...). But all in good time until I get something (or someone) more than what I am now I can not give you the "receipt." If you pay or not pay it just depends on me. From what I can do. It can no longer make my life difficult if I am strong. No more!

What can I say, also? I am also sorry that I have a girlfriend right now. Although it does me good to be alone, in a sense ... It makes me more bitter!
But then I think the end is what I want! I do not want to be with someone just because I feel alone. I've had girls, now gone are the days when I was twenty ... (Yes, twenty years ...)

it is worth it only if you are really somebody. The false love I leave to those who have little self-respect, but for those who do not truly love! I think I deserve true love ... I know wait ...

A kiss. Joseph

Metal Cores For Scooter

My Way (up, down ... up, down ...)

Picciù we. The time has come. My moment. My last test young man! I have to laugh thinking about this thing: "my last test young man."

What am I saying? I think? What goes through my head? Believe me, I am the first to ask, are so directed toward the goal that I stopped thinking about everything else! That is, not everything. Some things I can not think ... I speak of the things that make me sick, those that make me suffer ... But on these things, unfortunately, I can not speak. I can only do with what concerns my life because I understand some things always too late? (... ... ...)

Today I did the writing of English II. It's strange, but when I came out I was not satisfied. I thought you are an idiot! How do I say? It took me eight months to prepare my mind to a subject and then I did in ten days. I studied the rules of writing in ten days and that's it. And the best part is that I think I passed!

I met people who had repeated more than once and I, with the "fuck face", who said: "This is the first time you try it!
was difficult. It's my last but one subject and I think I have the ability to understand that it was one of the most difficult. It was for me and it has been for many (I think). Not too much though! Like all things, you could do!

many times since I started college, I thought that a test could be difficult. Many, many times. But I also realized that the real difficulty in my life are not difficult things I face: how is the insult! When I wished I was a train, I sometimes wonder why I was not even this year ...
It is as if I had frustrated all my sacrifices ... I am talking about Pasquette home to study. I'm talking about when I was studying in my house and there were zero degrees, which I did not have heating. (And who's come to my house knows that it is bitterly cold in winter!) Speaks of times where I studied until late at night or when preparing The subjects studied only late at night because I was working during the day, in short, I talk about things that the person who made the universe as I know very well. Sacrifice, period. Sacrifices and all!
I had a difficult year and everything has turned against me! I paid and am paying for being weak ... Shit I say, it happens to everyone! I was since I was seven years I did everything myself. I have never got anything. I I did not have a car of my own at eighteen. And I do not have even now ... I know it's fucked up, but now it is weighed. What do you want? In the last year I weighed. This thing I had to react even stronger, and instead I was given: what can I do? That's what happened ... I can do with a reason!
But now it's over. Now we begin to do things seriously. It falls, it will. But there are lifts as well. We all do and I'm doing in recent months. I'm sorry you lost so much time. In the end I just won a date who does not believe in me ... I won the date with a person who hates me (and I would not exist ...). But all in good time until I get something (or someone) more than what I am now I can not give you the "receipt." If you pay or not pay it just depends on me. From what I can do. It can no longer make my life difficult if I am strong. No more!

What can I say, also? I am also sorry that I have a girlfriend right now. Although it does me good to be alone, in a sense ... It makes me more bitter!
But then I think the end is what I want! I do not want to be with someone just because I feel alone. I've had girls, now gone are the days when I was twenty ... (Yes, twenty years ...)

it is worth it only if you are really somebody. The false love I leave to those who have little self-respect, but for those who do not truly love! I think I deserve true love ... I know wait ...

A kiss. Joseph

Inflamatorybreastcancer

Questions

Can you see me? Images
never what could be the first (the applicant) of my waking thought? While I am going to prepare my coffee ... When I walk alone through the streets with his eyes veiled by my thoughts ... without paying attention to my surroundings, not knowing where I'm going ...
know my dreams? You know what I bring in? I really think you know?
But you, inside me, have you ever really looked? And I, you think you I have permission to do so?
Questions. Questions that run through my mind in a gray November morning. A November that is not a "Sweet November", but ... I do not know how! I do not have the right word to describe it. Sometimes, words have meaning too limited to contain the sense of a mood. Do you think so too?

Can you see me? When
with his head in his hands look for a solution that I can not find ... or in my moments in that small country church. I go there and I do not even know why I do. I just know that I can do it. Perhaps there is peace in that place to appeal to me, I do not know ... But I will not even ask! This is not what matters.

Do you ever wonder if I'm the "doing"?
Do you love me? Today, for example, spend some time with me? With my best version ... laughing and joking like we always have. Admit it, when I know I make you laugh, if only you did not even angry ...
I ever feel when I talk to you? Even if you do not come seeking
... You know how I did it! I, in certain situations, I seek solitude. Act otherwise. Although I need you ... Even if, in fact, I do not want to be alone.

Can you see me?
Can you see my face? Do you see my eyes?
not stop looking. I need to know you do. Only this! Otherwise, I do not need it. At least for now ... And then you know: I can not stop smiling! I smile to life taking the piss. She continually makes us all: why should not we reciprocate?

Inflamatorybreastcancer

Questions

Can you see me? Images
never what could be the first (the applicant) of my waking thought? While I am going to prepare my coffee ... When I walk alone through the streets with his eyes veiled by my thoughts ... without paying attention to my surroundings, not knowing where I'm going ...
know my dreams? You know what I bring in? I really think you know?
But you, inside me, have you ever really looked? And I, you think you I have permission to do so?
Questions. Questions that run through my mind in a gray November morning. A November that is not a "Sweet November", but ... I do not know how! I do not have the right word to describe it. Sometimes, words have meaning too limited to contain the sense of a mood. Do you think so too?

Can you see me? When
with his head in his hands look for a solution that I can not find ... or in my moments in that small country church. I go there and I do not even know why I do. I just know that I can do it. Perhaps there is peace in that place to appeal to me, I do not know ... But I will not even ask! This is not what matters.

Do you ever wonder if I'm the "doing"?
Do you love me? Today, for example, spend some time with me? With my best version ... laughing and joking like we always have. Admit it, when I know I make you laugh, if only you did not even angry ...
I ever feel when I talk to you? Even if you do not come seeking
... You know how I did it! I, in certain situations, I seek solitude. Act otherwise. Although I need you ... Even if, in fact, I do not want to be alone.

Can you see me?
Can you see my face? Do you see my eyes?
not stop looking. I need to know you do. Only this! Otherwise, I do not need it. At least for now ... And then you know: I can not stop smiling! I smile to life taking the piss. She continually makes us all: why should not we reciprocate?