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My Way (up, down ... up, down ...)

Picciù we. The time has come. My moment. My last test young man! I have to laugh thinking about this thing: "my last test young man."

What am I saying? I think? What goes through my head? Believe me, I am the first to ask, are so directed toward the goal that I stopped thinking about everything else! That is, not everything. Some things I can not think ... I speak of the things that make me sick, those that make me suffer ... But on these things, unfortunately, I can not speak. I can only do with what concerns my life because I understand some things always too late? (... ... ...)

Today I did the writing of English II. It's strange, but when I came out I was not satisfied. I thought you are an idiot! How do I say? It took me eight months to prepare my mind to a subject and then I did in ten days. I studied the rules of writing in ten days and that's it. And the best part is that I think I passed!

I met people who had repeated more than once and I, with the "fuck face", who said: "This is the first time you try it!
was difficult. It's my last but one subject and I think I have the ability to understand that it was one of the most difficult. It was for me and it has been for many (I think). Not too much though! Like all things, you could do!

many times since I started college, I thought that a test could be difficult. Many, many times. But I also realized that the real difficulty in my life are not difficult things I face: how is the insult! When I wished I was a train, I sometimes wonder why I was not even this year ...
It is as if I had frustrated all my sacrifices ... I am talking about Pasquette home to study. I'm talking about when I was studying in my house and there were zero degrees, which I did not have heating. (And who's come to my house knows that it is bitterly cold in winter!) Speaks of times where I studied until late at night or when preparing The subjects studied only late at night because I was working during the day, in short, I talk about things that the person who made the universe as I know very well. Sacrifice, period. Sacrifices and all!
I had a difficult year and everything has turned against me! I paid and am paying for being weak ... Shit I say, it happens to everyone! I was since I was seven years I did everything myself. I have never got anything. I I did not have a car of my own at eighteen. And I do not have even now ... I know it's fucked up, but now it is weighed. What do you want? In the last year I weighed. This thing I had to react even stronger, and instead I was given: what can I do? That's what happened ... I can do with a reason!
But now it's over. Now we begin to do things seriously. It falls, it will. But there are lifts as well. We all do and I'm doing in recent months. I'm sorry you lost so much time. In the end I just won a date who does not believe in me ... I won the date with a person who hates me (and I would not exist ...). But all in good time until I get something (or someone) more than what I am now I can not give you the "receipt." If you pay or not pay it just depends on me. From what I can do. It can no longer make my life difficult if I am strong. No more!

What can I say, also? I am also sorry that I have a girlfriend right now. Although it does me good to be alone, in a sense ... It makes me more bitter!
But then I think the end is what I want! I do not want to be with someone just because I feel alone. I've had girls, now gone are the days when I was twenty ... (Yes, twenty years ...)

it is worth it only if you are really somebody. The false love I leave to those who have little self-respect, but for those who do not truly love! I think I deserve true love ... I know wait ...

A kiss. Joseph